My first job interview……..

Today I went to my first interview it was very exciting and nerves waking at the same time. I usually don’t go to interviews, I would create a time and date and everything for an interview but when the day comes I always back out. But today it wasn’t like that I have miss out on so many opportunities by being shy, today I was not gonna let my shyness interfere with this opportunity. I spent my whole life being put down by my family, spent most of my life being criticized by my family. And today I felt like something should change. So I went to the interview and when I got to the place I spent ten minutes in front of the door thinking if I should go home or go in.I contemplated for couples of minutes, then I turned around to head home. But then I realized that my family is right about me which is why I decided to enter. I’m determined to prove to my family that I can accomplish great things just by being me, that I don’t need to change what’s makes me unique in order to get further in life. I could do that by being me. When I entered the room I was nervous, I was shaking but I pulled myself up I needed to do this, for once I felt like something would work out for me. When I came in everybody was super nice they talked and joked around with me, until I felt comfortable. I feel like I conquered a challenge today, now it’s not the greatest thing one could conquer but I am happy that I went to the interview and was honest about every question that was asked. I didn’t have to pretend to be someone I wasn’t, it felt great. Now I’m not sure if I got the job but I’m still waiting for a phone call. Fingers crossed😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊


I just watched a video, I was genuinely appalled by it. Couple of guys brought a cake and offered it to a homeless man. The vagrant was so happy. Be that as it may, the man step on the cake. .they humiliated and disrespected the poor man.What really infuriated me is that the homeless man has NOTHING…and when they gave him the cake he stilll offered to SHARE IT. I am literally lost for words. That man will get his one day. He is an evil soul. Money validates treating someone like they don’t matter? There is no amount of money that makes insulting someone “ok”. You can cleary see the victims reaction, he was upset and hurt over what was done to him.These guys are nothing but…haters, sick bastards, selfish assholes who are looking to make fun of minorities and opress the poor. Anyone with a decent normal mind would never done what was done to that poor man. these type of people grow up in an atmosphere full of hate and racism and discrimination, that’s normal for them to do this kinda stuff and worse..who knows what else they have done behind the scene, this was just a small video and it was absolutely sickening.I can’t believe the audacity and inhumanity of these man.Good on the homeless man that he still had respect and decenty to offer to share, his heart was in the right place despite his circumstances. As for the douche bag who stompped on the cake and was verbally rude to the homeless fella, I hope he get what he deserves, I’m sure he will and for all those that stood by and never said or did anything to this douche bag, Shame on them as well!!!

the purpose of myth in society……?

Mythology is everywhere! myths are stories which teach lessons.  We create “myths” out of the stories of our heroes — military figures, sports heroes, etc.  We look to these people as having something to aspire to and embellish the man to myth in order to serve that purpose. Walter Payton was a great football hero — but his work ethic and integrity have been elevated to myth status as a model for people in all professions.
Myths are intended to present ethics so we can better comprehend the way we ought to live. Every story has a good, whether it bodes well and ought to be material in life or not. Once in a while it’s just a source of entertainment.
The art of human nature is our instincts and endeavor to clarify things we can’t  comprehend. People want to fill in gaps in knowledge that can’t be rationally answered through experimentation and perceptions. Because we can’t use logic to explain such situations, however, the alternative becomes the development of a mythological explanation, using supernatural beings or powers or events to provide the explanation that is unavailable otherwise.
Remember, you’re literally surrounded by mythology in today’s society,whether you realize it or not!

Do you trust the government……………..?

I don’t posses any trust for the government nor do I have an admiration for them. They are nothing but corrupt people brainwashing our society telling us lies, trying to makes us believe that their intentions is pure. When in reality they just telling lies. The government has basically brainwash today’s general public advising Americans how to carry on with their day by day life. They deceive us and give us no opportunity we as far as anyone knows have. We don’t know who is behind the administration or what their genuine aims are. They are simply attempting to control people and  mislead media and take cover behind false articulations. That as well as the administration needs to settle on your choices. We as human people can do that without anyone else’s help. The government are beasts. They are tearing up the country and I’m terrified to see the following 10 years. The administration has no ethics or great expectation.The government need people to support and believe in them in order for them to thrive. They gain people’s trust and support by lying about their true intentions, just as they have been doing for a long time. Think carefully to yourself if you are reading this – what is making you believe the government are somehow superior to you, and that their intentions are all good? I believe our DNA has been programmed this way, so the government can continue whatever they are doing. There is much evidence for this since a long long time ago.”Why Should we trust the government? How can one  believe the government, a government that holds the force of a country. That has deceive people in such a variety of ways. A government that can purchase votes. A government that is chosen by the government, A government,that takes away our flexibility. An administration that traps the general population. So how could one trust the government………………..

What does motivation do…

Motivation helps us strive for success, it is what pushes us to achieve our goals, feel more fulfilled and help us improve on ourselves as we go along in life.motivation is what keeps us going when we feeling down or facing difficult challenges. Motivation helps us achieve what we yearn the most.Everyone have different motive.Clearly everybody is  at different ends of the spectrum when it comes to motivation. Most people, however, fall somewhere in the middle.Motivation pushes us to set goals for ourselves, helps us seek opportunity  and seez them when these opportunities do order to be motivated, you have to know precisely what it is that you want, to have a powerful urge, and to be willing to do whatever it takes to achieve your objective.

In the event that you longing to get a sure question, or perform a certain goal, yet you don’t feel propelled enough to act, it implies that the craving or objective are not sufficiently critical. To be propelled to make a move and accomplish something in admiration to your objective, you have to have a powerful urge.

My family ‘ they are exceptional”……………………………….. exceptional in fact

Family has done nothing to me except pain me. i feel nothing but revulsion, disgust, and distrust for them.I don’t embrace my family, i don’t cherish them i just passionately hate them.they don’t do anything but bring me down calling me slow, incompetent, dumb etc.”I can’t experience life being me i have to change.” they always trying to change me. they concentrate on all the minimal negative thing about me and afterward they give a  lecture about it.  i don’t care for heading off to the salon and do my nail as they would like to think in light of the fact that i don’t care for doing my nails i’m not normal. ‘Ordinary young ladies like to their nails.’ I’ve spend my entire life being called ‘inept’ by my family which is strange because i’m the second one in the family that made it to college.i did run through challenges in high school but they were my inspiration so i conquer every challenge.I wanted them to consider me as somebody that could get by by being me, that i could accomplish great thing with my life just by being me, but regardless I get call imbecilic whether it’s in in my face or behind my back I get call those word. I remember when my grandpa had a stroke and he couldn’t walk his left body was incapacitate. i was sitting with him watching him inquiring as to whether hes OK. He wasn’t generally in his right personality he thought i was another person.his word “how’s Mengine getting along is she still an idiot” i felt truly hurt i didn’t react or said anything  to him. i cleared out the room . i did try not to let his word bother me but it did,a while later i simply felt numb. i was simply sick and tired of being called dumb or moderate by my family.i truly want to value and love my family, i want to bond with my family.i want to go on vacation and have fun and mess around with my family however it’s nearly unimaginable with them bringing me down me as the second progressed.. since i was a kid i don’t experience anything yet torment from my family. whether it’s my father, step mother, cousin, close relative  tormented me. each gave me motivation to loathe them and i’m going to convey that contempt i have for them for whatever remains of my life. i do think that i don’t hate them as much as i think i hate them cause despite everything I get frightened when they become ill or when something transpire…….but My family they truly are uncommon ‘exceptional in fact.’